When the pain reaches it's apogee, the spirit relieves itself from all shackles of sanity and self consciousness. It shuns all rational thinking and becomes self-aware of it's own existence. It bestows upon friends it's love and claims vengeance upon it's foes. Like a phoenix it is then reborn from it's own ashes.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011
A Small Wish...
I wish I could tell you how I feel about you,
I wish I could tell you how much I love you.
I wish I could be with you all the time,
I wish I could say that you are mine.
I wish I could show you inside my heart,
I wish I could make you read my mind
I wish I could make you understand,
I wish I could say it all to you.
Friday, January 7, 2011
For you.....
When you feel you are all alone,
I will not buy you a rose,
I will not write you a prose,
I will be your shadow.
I will always stand by you.
I will not buy you a rose,
I will not write you a prose,
I will be your shadow.
I will always stand by you.
When you are worried about something,
I will not crack jokes for you,
I will not crack jokes for you,
I will not bring cards for you
I will make you spill your heart out to me.
I will listen to you any time any day,
I will listen to you any time any day,
When you want to cry alone.
I will not get flowers for you
I will not sing songs for you,
I will be your shoulder.
I will always be there for you.
I will not get flowers for you
I will not sing songs for you,
I will be your shoulder.
I will always be there for you.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Letter from an "Engineer" to God
The Almighty,
Saviour of Engineers,
Residing in Heaven.
Subject:- Requesting your blessings and a little help in exams
My Lord,
It's Christmas and New Year time again. An occasion of celebration and enjoyment. A time when your children should be out on the streets rejoicing. But the Satan has devised a plan to spoil the festive mood. He has taken the form of our "respected" principal and has scheduled exams during this time.
Satan has made sure that once again I have failed to prepare for the exam.He has used lucrative means like Booze, Cards, Movies, Parties, etc to deviate me from my studies (just as he has been doing for the last 3 years). This time he added another weapon to his inventory. FACEBOOK! How the hell.... sorry. How on earth am I supposed to study with so many distractions.
My Lord, I request you.. nah I beg you to bless me with knowledge (without studying). Please please please pass me in this last year of my engineering career. I won't trouble you with anymore exam-time requests after this. Please have mercy on your child!!
Thanking you.
Yours' lovingly (& devoted)
.............
(7th semester Mechanical)
P.S :- I forgot to mention my roll no. It is 1SI07ME...
Monday, December 20, 2010
"Expression of Love"
I hold you in the silent space of my heart. I hope you know it. Sometimes I can't see inside my heart, sometimes I can. Sometimes I know what it Wants, sometimes I don't. But my words always show the inside - over and over again. The silent grieving, the silent loving, the pain inside, it all comes out in the form of words. The words of sadness, words of anger and rage, then tenderness, sorrow, elation, exuberance, frustration, moments of inner peace, they all reveal something. My words are looking for a match. They are waiting for you to break through the walls of my heart and to see the respect, trust and affection I have for you.
There have been times that I have expressed my love and have been hurt. I have never regretted showing love. However an optimistic part of my heart yearns that a part of it is reciprocated by my beloved.Love has the power to heal, and, transform. Every expression of love carries in it the seeds of possibilities. Love has to be nurtured and honored. It has the ability to lift us up and give us hope, tenderness and affection. My love for you drives me. It is the motivating force which has given a new direction to my life.
I think of you each morning when I rise,
I think of you When I close my eyes.
I think of you When I close my eyes.
You are the reason behind my smile,
Your love make my life worth-while.
I don't know what the future of these feelings are. I don't know where these feelings will lead me. But I do know this that for now these feelings guide my life.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
The Cost of "LOVING"....
My Heart says:- "LOVE is my light; sun of all my mornings, fire of all my nights.."
My Mind says:- " Love is just another 4-lettered word.."
My Mind says:- Loving someone makes me vulnerable to pain and suffering. It disturbs the calm and peace of my otherwise peaceful life. Love makes me dependent. Love makes me lose my sleep. Love gives me a million reasons to get depressed. Love complicates everything.
My Heart argues:- Falling in love is a different feeling altogether. Love is the beauty of the soul. It takes off the mask that I fear I cannot live without and know I cannot live within. It brings out all the good in me.
Broken dreams,pain, hurt,heartaches, tears, guilt, jealousy, mood swings, etc are the consequences of love. Loss of sleep, lack of smile, absence of goals characterize love.
Is it worthwhile?
Yes it is! Loving someone gives me strength and courage. It gives me a reason to live.To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already dead. To love abundantly is to live abundantly, and to love forever is to live forever.
Love is the truth I seek and hence I choose to love despite the Cost of "LOVING"..
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Reason to Live
When I am sad you are there to wipe my tears.
When I am afraid you are there to allay my fears.
You are an angel that takes away my pain,
I await you like a desert waits for rain.
I've always believed angels to be invulnerable,
Immortals with reasons for happiness innumerable.
Now that I know you, I know its not true,
Because angels can be unhappy; angels can bleed too.
I know I can come to you when I am down,
You'll be there to help me without a frown.
You'll always be there, to listen and understand me.
I care for you as much as you care for me.
I think of you each morning when I rise,
I think of you when I close my eyes,
Your thoughts occupy my mind whole day long,
With each passing moment my feelings grow strong.
For you see, each day I love you so much more,
Today more than yesterday and tomorrow even more.
What I need to live the earth can give me,
But the reason to live only you can give me.
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