"Expression of Love"

I hold you in the silent space of my heart. I hope you know it. Sometimes I can't see inside my heart, sometimes I can. Sometimes I know what it Wants, sometimes I don't. But my words always show the inside - over and over again. The silent grieving, the silent loving, the pain inside, it all comes out in the form of words. The words of sadness, words of anger and rage, then tenderness, sorrow, elation, exuberance, frustration, moments of inner peace, they all reveal something. My words are looking for a match. They are waiting for you to break through the walls of my heart and to see the respect, trust and affection I have for you.

There have been times that I have expressed my love and have been hurt. I have never regretted showing love. However an optimistic part of my heart yearns that a part of it is reciprocated by my beloved.Love has the power to heal, and, transform. Every expression of love carries in it the seeds of possibilities. Love has to be nurtured and honored. It has the ability to lift us up and give us hope, tenderness and affection. My love for you drives me. It is the motivating force which has given a new direction to my life.

I think of you each morning when I rise,
I think of you When I close my eyes.

You are the reason behind my smile,

Your love make my life worth-while.

I don't know what the future of these feelings are. I don't know where these feelings will lead me. But I do know this that for now these feelings guide my life.