Regret...

Three months of fun,

And lots of laughter,

Classes were great fun,

Exams were a disaster.

The early morning chat,

Laughing at a poor joke,

Are all things of the past,

Lost in a cloud of smoke.

Now I am left all alone,

Lost in this wilderness,

With no one to talk to,

Wandering along in darkness.

How I wish I could go back,

To the life I had before,

And get rid of this boredom,

I don't want this anymore.

Farewell!

It has only been a few months,
But it feels like its been years,
A journey filled with laughter,
Might even end in tears.

No more poor jokes to hear,
No more gossip in the hall,
No one to pull my chair,
No one to catch me when I fall.

I am really going to miss,
Those funny chats in canteen,
I am going to miss the fun,
In scaring a photocopy machine.

I'll cherish the memories,
Of the times we spent together,
It was only for a while,
But I wish it had lasted forever.

There is nothing I can do,
But say my goodbye to you all,
And give you all my wishes,
I wish success for you all.

I hope that as time passes,
It would lessen the pain,
So that I'm in high spirits,
When I meet you all again.

You don't even know me..

There are so many things
Which you don't know.
All that you can see,
Is the careless look I show.

You only see the sarcasm,
And the happy-go-lucky attitude,
What you cannot see is,
The pain that marks my solitude,

You too believe the illusion,
Deceived by the joyful look,
You do not know the sorrow,
That is the story of my book.

You don't know that I am scared,
That I am haunted by my fears,
You cannot see past the facade,
You are unaware of my tears.

You think you can understand me,
You think you are my friend,
But you don't even know the beginning,
Forget about staying till the end.

Happiness

 Happiness is an elusive treasure,
Hidden beneath a sea of tears,
It can be found within minutes,
Or elude you for many years.
Even when it is finally found,
It is not very easy to keep,
And once it is lost again,
You'll never be able to sleep.
Spending your time searching,
For the unattainable treasure,
Foregoing all sense of time,
And enduring pain beyond measure.
What you need to understand is,
That happiness is a state of mind,
It can be found in small things,
Happiness of a different kind...

I miss you..

You made me laugh,
You made me cry,
I cannot forget you,
Even if I try............

Every time I looked ,
At your innocent face,
My heart started singing,
And dancing with grace...

You were so loving,
You were so sweet,
Everyday I pray,
That somehow we meet....

Now that you are gone,
There is a hole in my heart,
I wish we were together,
And not so far apart..........

I want to meet you,
I want to talk to you,
I want to tell you,
That darling 'I miss you'!

Lost...

I don't want to become,
Another book on the shelf,
I want to be  lost,
In a quest to find myself.

I want to be lost,
So that I can be found,
And reach a destination,
Not just wander around.

I want to redefine myself,
I want to recreate the world,
And not just sit listlessly,
Thinking about a dream world.

Dreams in my eyes.

After a very hectic month I have decided to post again. Blogging is my only stress buster and I can't survive without that. So here I  go again...

This lie has slowly become a part of me,

As  everyday I have played this game,

Trying to act as if it doesn't hurt,

At each and every mention of her name.

Trying to trap this feeling inside of me

Pretending everyday that I have moved on,

Behaving as if the feelings that I once had,

For her have somehow miraculously gone.

I am spending each and every moment,

Surrounded by happiness and laughs

Trying to forget all those memories

And avoiding all our photographs.

But the last time  when I saw her,

After hours together when she left

My heart stopped beating for a moment.

Bound by a spell, I couldn't catch my breath.

That was  when the realization suddenly  hit me

As the tears started to flow from my eyes,

That even though so much time has passed,

I haven't let her dreams leave my eyes..